vexed

Well, I don't know how to start my word for this post, but it will be describe under the not-happy-mood. Im trying not to thinking of not to care about so much, but there were really a lot of trivial unhappy incident kept on occuring.

Can somebody tell me what the hell now?!

I wish to run rapidly on the endless grassland
Swim inside the deep blue ocean
Take a super cold shower, wash away all the bad and leave it behind!