Orange,happy birthday!

Still remember this picture?
Hey guy..Wish you happy birthday here..(ahaha..surprise?)

I still remember that you have celebrated my birthday for me 2 years ago,at the dark tennis court with a big banana chockelate cake!

BUT this year..you have forgot my birthday~

However,i hope you can have an unforgettable birthday today~:)

为什么还是这样？？

华人农历新年就这样平平淡淡地过了，今年是我第一次到朋友家拜年，能够和很久不见的朋友相聚，这种感觉超好！他们个个都变了，变得成熟了。就连以前坐在我旁边，每天欺负我的肥WAT，也变了。他变得认真念书，和昔日懒散的模样相差很大！只因他们都找到了属于自己的方向。还真替他们高兴！

可是回头看看自己，还是一副老样子。在学业上仍然有落无起，常常怀疑自己已经不是读书的料。考试时会很自然的想象：“要是这次又考不上，我是否应该做个了断呢？”

正要前往吉隆坡的那天，妈咪又唸了~她总爱说我心向外面，不爱家！我的忍耐力有限，说得过分时候，我就会忍不住反驳。我不明白她的心，捉不到她在想什么。只是觉得她有非凡的占有欲。从小到大，她就是这样，管教严厉，约束非常。还记得当年我考试退步了，回到家就看见她拿着藤鞭坐在门口，结果就退步一分打一鞭，当时我的左手就被鞭了二十多鞭，挂龄八岁。我的童年几乎就是这样吧！没什么印象~

我知道妈咪很偏心于小妹，现在也是。她说在家中我最独立，我想是因为她太放心不下我那两个妹子吧！没办法，谁叫我是家中的长女！那天晚上和朋友聚得夜了，回到家并没有挨骂。还以为过了关子，谁知道。。。隔天她竟然在亲戚面前数我，说什么二十一岁都还没到，就很有脸啦！去到这么夜！！。。。。当时心里实在难受。

从十四岁开始，学校的假期我不会留在家里过，选择被唸一次总好过天天受罪~而我每一次都有心理准备，回到老家，妈妈就会说我变了！真的不懂，有时候我们的关系可以很好，有时候却。。。

要到吉隆坡的那天，她唸完后，我不想和她说话。不到十分钟，厨房里传来她的声音：“阿欣，来喝哮素。”她还把它端上给我~天啊！这是什么心态？

sorry,i'm late!

meifeng,my eyes was tired enough to drop down this blog,but i'm stil do so as i use to appologize that..i did not celebrate birthday with you.Really SORRY!!

Do you remember that what made us closer to each other 2 years ago??

Ya..it is a sick love of me.

You gone to be a strong friend and stand beside me!You bring me here and there to mix with a lot of friends..you bring me to join the dance group..you bring me to have events everyday!I have forgot how pain and how hurt i got in my love sick.

I remember that!!It is a part of my memories that never ever forget!THANKS...

Two years time,a lot of things happened between us!We share our sadness and happiness together!Until this day we still stay together,it is really a challenged!ahaha~

And i knew sometime we have argue for something and we have no mood in the end~i understand you are really be patient to me always,and so..i take this chance to say sorry to you about everything i have been done to you that made you unhappy!sorry~

You know?i'm sensitive to a sentence,it is:"forever''.Im definitely dislike this word as it is an empty promise.But..im strongly believe that this sentence can be miracle when it is with us~

Haha~friendship forever!!My dear friend!love you very much~

Surprise

The cake we ate left..haha!

I am using whole afternoon to online today.Never do revision.
After online,toke 2 hours for prepared and enjoyed dinner.I'm really wasted time today!Hate myself~

Finally,i'm in mood to study.Open my book,and read through few sentences.Suddenly,somebody calling me downstair!

OH MY GOD!!My friends at downstair,meifeng was holding a cake which was bright with canddle! A birthday song playing from them~ahaha!They are celebrating my birthday earlier!
Its really surprise for me!
I made 3 birthday wishes,i hope that we can friendship forever,my exam result will be better and i can be prettier!wakakaka~~~~
I did not take myself into photo,as im wearing pyjames and looks tired!=)
BUT,really thanks you all--LULU,ELSA,SYNIN and MEIFENG, you all were treated me so good,It's really touching~
LOVE you all and best wishes to your!

I Celebrate to myself

me+meifeng+lulu

Happy Birthday to Sweet yan~

I am rushing my revision for my exam last saturday night.Lulu's birthday is sunday.We are planing to celebrate her birthday in golden steamboat on that day.i am holding my handphone and sms.And I'm thinking...my birthday is on the half of my exam,no one can celebrate with me even myself.AND SO...
I have a suggestion!ahar!
I calling LULU and MEIFENG go out for our three girl's birthday celebration.
We take one hour for makeup and dressing!My mood is highly excited!!>>>>
We reached GURNEY COFFEE BEAN around 11 night.Three of us bought a slice of cake for ourselve..we wan to light up the candle.BUT the wind was blowing,we cant even make a fire from the lighter.
Its ok,just let it!AND THEN~
We sang birthday song to ourselve.The people sat around us were all looking at us.(i'm shame to sing it out,but let meifeng and lulu scolded.)
After that,we make a wish.Then start our 'cake meal',hahah~so happy..
The cakes were so greasy,we cant finished it.
Then,we walk to Gurney Drive for our non-stop capturing!haha...It is really unforgetable part of my life!
Very Appreciate it~^0^

告别过去

踏入2009年已经第三天，过去那一年满是悲伤，不堪回首。
就从我在云顶工作开始，在那里认识的室友，再变成无话不谈的好友，也竟然做了一些让我不开心的事，当时的心就好像玻璃品从高空而降，碎了。虽然这段友谊还维持着，但破碎了的玻璃片再黏上去，也会有裂痕。
半年的光阴，发生了许多事。
后来的半年，我待在槟城念书，一样崎岖的渡过。
第一次养狗儿，就看着别人说要把她送去人道毁灭也无法挽留。那天是我平生中最难过最沮丧的一天，也才了解到什么叫做哭成泪人！后来他留下的孩子，保不了，在住家不远处被车撞死了。经过这两件事，我不敢再养宠物。
接下来就是和好友闹不合，我们并没有大吵大闹，只是冷战。从她在我入眠后，在电话说我坏话那一刻起，我就知道我们的友情已经结束。这一段友情不是很久，可是我们一起经历了许多，说完就完，难免可惜。
还好，在云顶工作时认识了一位很要好的友人，他总是给予我无限的鼓励，支持与安慰。他是我最好的聆听者。
谢谢你，伟恒。
我希望下一次和你聊天时不是又想你哭诉些什么的，而是和你分享喜悦。哈哈！
一切将从零开始。